I am currently feeling all the following rolled up into one emotion:

- Stressed
- Depressed
- Over anxious
- Excited
- Worried

It's very weird...

Have any idea why you might be feeling like that?

-Pissed.

Trojans. Spyware. A family who can't comprehendinternet security and is LYING about downloading sh*t.

Though it might not come as a surprise to many, I'm quite happy. ^^; School's starting tomorrow and I'm looking forward to it (despite my lost voice, which won't help me at all in Varsity Singers >>; )

^^; **hugs** I do hope you all feel better though

~Shadowed Spirit Sage

i'm also a jumble of feelings right now,

i'm pretty down due to my boyfreind going back to canada after his visit, and yet i'm extreamally happy because he came.

i'm going 'blah' at the rain, and yet quite happily watching it fall in the garden.

i'm also upset that my grandpa is dieing of cancer, and yet glad that he's survived this long and with so little pain.

oddly enough, this doesn't really effect how i am online. noone has to know unless i tell them.
i'm even planning to try some more silly things if i can. ^^

*Sticks up a sign: "MoFo Club for the Depressed and Mentally Anguished"*

Come one come all...seems like most people nowadays would feel right at home in a club like that. I'd be the club president...I'm always feeling down.

That being said, tonight I'm not feeling quite as down as normal, since we went seeing Stealth at the cinie...cool film.

But yeah, general...boring...depressed...mush...

Wraith

What Lighthead said. Just not quite as strong.

thinking about it, a freind of mine posted in her lj only the other day about how she's noticed that everyone seems to be on a bit of a low recently.

late summer blues perhaps? it seems to be effecting a lot of people.

Zestily magical with pudding.

I'm just relaxed, but it's getting towards the end of the school holidays, and it's getting boring, and lonely for me. I'll be glad to go back to school to see people again, I'm really missing a certain few people.

On top of that, I feel just weirded out by the crazy dreams I've has the past few nights. But mostly it's boredom because the school holidays are just dragging on, and though it's nice to have time to chill, there's just nothing to do, and like I said before, it's lonely...

Oh well, I'll survive.

Being the double minded, if not bipolar person I am, I feel quite content yet also deeply worried all in one.
~Neo

I feel very pissy right now. You know, when everything pisses you off.

I feel sexy and awesome.

I feel sexy and awesome.

And there's good reason behind that. ^____-------_--^!!1!11qjdhq

Irritated, Amused, and Excited for three different reasons. =P

Horrific. Utterly miserable and depressed. I haven't felt this bad in a very long time, and I honestly thought I had all this crap beat.

I can't post further on the matter, because I can't find ways to word it under the board rating. But I will say that I think dying would just make everything alot easier to deal with x_X

I'm kind of happy. Because school's starting soon and I miss my friends. I'm also weirded out because my sister is going to my school this year and she just left for orientation, wearing a school uniform.... weeeeird.

I don't know, really whatever the following is when all mixed up:
- Tired
- Angry
- Depressed
- Hungry
- Not caring

I'm tired, but not realy happy nor mad. Nothing bad has really happened to me in the last week or so, so there's nothing to be sad/happy about.

I feel even worse now. A friend of mine was murdered a little while ago and I have been told today it was all thanks to a (refrains from swearing) 'Happy Slap' gang.

I hate the people who do that.

I would post a smiley but there isn't one that effectively reflects my mood. I miss him.

...that's horrible. I wish there was something I could do to help, but I'm probably far away and too much of an @#%$. My condolences.

And right now I'm feeling really meh.

Am I the only person who's been rocketing around with joy for the past month? I've become best friends with my crush, I got to go to my first anime convention, I MET JOSHUA SETH, college just started today, I had a frappucino for breakfast, my history class kicks large amounts of arse, my slight-yet-constant acne suddenly disappeared, I have a new haircut that I've been complimented on for days, I found a heads-up penny, etc, etc.

Just about the only thing that's gone wrong is that my Tai shirt got ruined in the wash.

As an optomist, I command all of thee to focus on the bright side of everything. It's a mind thing. You have to make the good stuff happen. SPREAD THE HAPPINESS!

But man... Emerald, that's awful news about your friend. I would be totally distraught and unable to function. I send my condolences.

Holy crap, Emerald. Your friend got murdered? The closest thing of that happenning to someone I know well was an attempted suicide. My condolences go out to you, and I hope that the gang will eventually pay the price for taking someone's life. >.>

Anyway, for how I'm feeling, I'm mixed between...

-bored
-hyper
-lazy (contridiction yes, but I'm weird like that)
-hoping that time would slow down

How is the AR feeling?

Well, I suddenly got a headache just now.

I recently found out that someone MST'ed one of my old fan fics. When I saw it on her website, I thought it was pretty funny.
But then I saw she had uploaded on DA. She said my fic was "boring" and that her MST made it "readable". The people who commented joined in on bashing my fic and my characters. I left a nice comment myself, and then she apologized for being rude and took it down. She was surprised and glad that I left a polite note instead of flaming her to death.
See? I always try to be as nice as possible. I would never re-write someone else's fic behind their back, bash it to pieces, and then upload it in public so my friends could bash it to pieces, too; so it comes as a shock that someone would do it to me.

I'm just heartbroken that I had to miss Eminem earlier this month, and I'm even more upset now that there's a serious issue with his health (he's currently hospitalized). I do care about him very much, and there's nothing wrong with that.

I don't have to go back to school until September 6th. Back to an overcrowded, finally under construction for renovations, bully-infested school.
At least I'm not getting on the bus last in the morning anymore, and nobody has to take the pains to make room so I can sit down and the idiots in the back can stop whining for me to sit down when no one will make room.

But that's not everything I'm worried about. My hair just doesn't look good enough for some people. I don't act enough like a teenage girl for some people.

Meeeeeeerf.

What's an MST?

MST = Mystery Science Theater 3000

Somebody makes fun of your fic, that's what.

Thanks guys. Your condolences are much appreciated. It happened before our final performance at college so we dedicated the performance to him.

What hurt more was the @#%$'s videoed it and sent it to one of his (my friend) friends. That's what makes me feel sick.

But I'm glad to hear that life is turning out fine for some people though. It's always good to hear that someone is doing ok. I'm not being funny, I seriously find comfort in knowing that people are comfortable with their lives. It makes me think.

What hurt more was the @#%$'s videoed it and sent it to one of his (my friend) friends. That's what makes me feel sick.

Why do people suck?

Quite content. School is over for the week and I'm free to draw to my heart's content.

Surprising, I felt a sense of satisfaction right now. I've designed a couple of sprites mostly for fun, drawn a nice picture of vector (though I haven't colored it yet), and finished reading the new HP book (this is a big acomplishment for me since I'm not that a great a reader- dyslexic)
I am a bit lonely though, as my friends and most of my family live far away good thing I have e-mail and IM.
Having reading this topic, I now feel sad too that things are going badly for so many MoFoers and wish I could do something to make you all feel better.

That's how I'm feeling

Totally @#%$ and pissed off and hypocritical and jerk-like over stupid reasons.

I'm feeling just great. There's nothing better for the nerves than a camping trip up north, away from the noise and traffic. And now I'm back for a quick stopover in civilization before heading out to Seattle where I will partake in the the 72 hours of total gaming insanity known as the Penny Arcade Exposition, about which I am very excited.

omg cycle u wil b in seatle that is very close come ov3r an we can do sh-z ;))))))

Or not. What you're doing sounds like good fun, though. I wish I had interesting things to do.

I'm fine thanks, Emerald. I hope you feel better.

I've expressed this in my LJ but, meh I'll say it here.

Frankly, For the past few week's when I eat large meals like Dinner and Breakfast I still seem to have a empty stomach and the fact that if I eat more that feeling does _not_ change. It's like a eating disorder or something, I'm a bit weirded out by it; and I don't want to gain anymore weight that I have. My stomach is still empty at the momment, after I ate a breakfast of Ravioli (no sauce, so its good for breakfast in my honest opinion). And the Ravioli was a lot. And I'm still hungry, and I don't want to eat more than I should...and it's starting to scare me.

It just scares me. Plain and simple.

I hope this problem goes away.

I feel really lousy. I had a fit yesterday night.

In pain. I had my wisdom teeth pulled today.

And pissed, because I'm not going to be able to go to the System of a Down show in Portland that happens to be ON MY F***ING BIRTHDAY.

I'm so excited! School! New things to learn!

I was ill for the past few days, but now feel better. I'm kind of happy. I mean, it's nice just to have your health sometimes, y'know? It ain't much fun not being able to eat for two days, but now even the simplest ham sandwich is delicious. I recommend everyone enjoys their next meal, whatever it may be.

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Surprisingly deviant.

Well I feel a kind of depressed and a kind of sad, maybe because School will start on Monday and I won't see one of my best friends (I mean online) not sooo often.
This whole stress will be hard, but I need the money to get to Birmingham.....oh well.

Well, I had a really bad sore throat. So bad, that I almost couldn't speak. I felt better when my uncle gave me the "Salt water remedy". It was the nastiest thing I had tasted in my life, but it cured me. Other than that not bad.

Funny, I had an annoyingly bad sore throat yesterday. O.o I totally forgot about the salt water thing. >< Durnit! Coulda saved me hours of discomfort...

I'm feeling glorious today. Very glorious, indeed.

Which is good because I've been feeling like crap for a long time.

Actually, today I'm upset.
First I was happy, but something made me upset.

I'm still uninteruptedly and blaringly happy like when I last posted.

Surprisingly enough, not feeling too bad today. Went to Camden today with a friend and it wasn't bad. Nice break from all the usual chavs I get around where I live.">

To Emerald: I don't have adequate words to offer you, but I feel for you.

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Hm, me? I've been depressed earlier, arguing with my parents, restless, not sure I'm living my life to the fullest, etc. Preparing and going to Otakon really picked me up though, and now that school is starting on Wednesday I'm so psyched and focused and on track.. though a bit nervous.. I hope my classes won't be too hard for me.

A family friend is heading off to Afghanistan shortly. I feel I should care and worry more. I really don't feel much of anything at all. We're not really that close, but my mom is close to his mom. I don't know if it's right that I'm so oblivious and happy and thinking about trivial things when people close to me are so upset, and possibly setting out to die. I just feel so very detached.

And now people are going to offer condolences and well-wishes which I don't deserve.
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And now I'm back for a quick stopover in civilization before heading out to Seattle where I will partake in the the 72 hours of total gaming insanity known as the Penny Arcade Exposition, about which I am very excited.

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OMG, Cycle, you're going to PAX? That's... that's... AWESOME! Bring back photos! I command thee! 🙂

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To everyone in high school: yes, it sucks now. (This not word normally associated with school, but..) Have courage. Don't let those idiots wreck your dreams.