Delete this plz. I have recently decided to take drugs and keep hateing people. And manipulating them
Hmm. For some reason, I'm tempted to ask you if you've played "Kingdom Hearts" before.
Kingdom Hearts didn't focus very much on normal, typical things. It was a video game about a kid who, because he stayed true to what he felt was right, was able to save the universe. Details being details, he and his friends had to essentially accept their differences to get along properly enough to fight the villains.
Acceptance of differences. What a concept. If your family cannot accept that you are not what they want you to be, it is their own fault and also their own flaw. Accepting people for who they are is not always easy, but the fact is that people cannot change the core of themselves very easily if at all. Identity can be shaped and changed, but once it is set, it can be hard to remove the paradigm.
Whatever the case, it isn't fair for your family to try to make you into an illusion of who you are. They are only deluding themselves if they think they can do this. Only you can accept or deny that illusion, and you must come to terms with who you really are. Once you've done that, you must then choose to either go against who you are, or to go with who you are. I find that people are invariably happier when they choose a path that suits their natural identity rather than forcing themselves to fit a role that feels wrong or awkward merely because others said that they should.
That isn't to say people truly understand who they themselves are. I still haven't come entirely to terms with who I am. I'm dumb, I make mistakes. But there are some basic ideas that I know I can stick to no matter what my situation, and that gives me stability in life. My religion helps in that too, of course, but that's part of who I am.
I don't know what can help you in your specific situation unless I know more details, and even then I probably cannot help you. Helping you might require pulling you out entirely from your current situation. However, there is always hope, and you may find a way to suit yourself before someone comes along who can help.
Oh, and I found the baby the dead baby skit to be funny. I think it might not have been as funny as the other one, but perhaps it was the overt mention of cybering Geogwe that lost my appeal. I'm so glad I don't get those thoughts when I look at LNR. 😛
The people around me will never changed. I am doomed.
I've already found my way around people. It's just being this way all the time makes you insecure and have fantasies of eating dead babies.
I blame religion.
~Rickcaek
Bleaching/Dyeing my hair blonde. So eveyone will know my mother is not a natural. That *****.
Wait, isn't she Chinese? So shouldn't that be pretty obvious? nN
My mother is cacasian
I still blame religion.
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I'm kind of mad that there's no Baby the Dead Baby in here.
Because it's why I clicked.
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Wait, isn't she Chinese? So shouldn't that be pretty obvious? nN
Nothing wrong with being Chinese. *is Singaporean Chinese, and proud of it*
MUST CRUSH CAPITALISM. HURRR.
THE COMMUNIST was here.
Delete this plz. I have recently decided to take drugs and keep hateing people. And manipulating them.
Well shoot, that not only takes out the fun part of the thread with the Baby the Dead Baby, but it's kinda sad that this is what you've decided. But, it's your choice to make, and I hope things go better for you in the future.
And Victor, you're making me want to bring Soviet France back. 😛
SCI, I'm very happy you've decided to start manipulating people. I want to wish you luck with starting your young life the same way I did and still do.
However you should lull them into a kind of secure state of mind with you first, possibly feigning friendship. Also don't do drugs unless it's marajuana.
And someone had the nerve to take the herb outta my doobie ash tray, why they do me that way?
Delete this plz. I have recently decided to take drugs
I'm such a good influence.
Sccciii don't do drugs. Only do weed. And alcohol (Wine is fine but whiskey's quicker).
Wuss.
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Nothing wrong with being Chinese.
I never said there was. You ever seen a blond Chinaman, mang?
