I'm sorry, but, for a while I'm not going to be able to get online with anything sensible to say...
And I just want to give a reason, apaulagise and say i'll be back soon.
The last 2 days have been the final straws... Yesterday a friend and student of mine had a coughing fit in a swimming pool, started drowning and I only just got him to the side on time. I should of noticed he was in trouble but I wasn't sure, he's usually a strong swimmer and even when I was sure he was in trouble I didn't do what I'm supposed to be trained to do quick enough. Thankfuly he's fine...
Then today, got involved in a car crash. Thankfully the other car came off fine (the dent popped out.... thankfully) but the thought that it could of been worce has been bugging me.
But, well, on top of that I'm going throug a bad time at the moment and.. well, i'm too stressed to come on here. Exams, revision, broken machinery, pressure to get to university, scraping for cash to keep up friendships and the arguments between my friends as the group slowly tears itself apart is tkaing it's toll. Every time I write a message or see a stupid post or a ridiculous argument I feel like writing something scathing in return but hold myself back because, I dont want to be a troll or make enemies when I've enjyoed your friendship for so long...
So, until I've calmed down I'm taking a break. Not pernamently, but don't expect me to be online much at all. I'll still visit, occasionaly, but I need some time off.
I'll see you around... occasionaly.
I'll be back soon, but not till I feel slightly better about myself and stop mucking things up for other people.
Cheers... T. Swift
EDIT: It just occured to me, it's 45 minutes till April Fools Day...
Not the case, although I hope you enjoy thinking your so smart because you saw through other people's clever ploy.
So, see you when I get back in a better mood, be it a week or a month.
BRB
**hugs**
Cya around whenever you're able. We'll miss you until then ^_~
Seeya! ><
No problem dude. Good luck to you, and we'll be awaiting your return.
Hey, we all need a break at one point or another.
Have fun in the Real World. We'll be here when you get back. 'Til then.
We'll miss ya, Swift. Take care now for the time being. We'll be waitin'.
See ya Swift. I hope you manage to sort out your troubles.
Hope it goes well with you, Swift - sorry to hear about your situation, but glad to know you still consider this a place where you can share your thoughts and feelings.